Battle for the soul of a Person

    Been awhile since I wrote. Early March was not a good time. Josh went into a 1/2 way house which he despises. No rules for Josh! Still looking for the easy way out ( from drugs/alcohol) and does not have the resolve or desire to work at his life. Only God can change that. I have no more money to give him as my life circumstances have changed. My contract was not renewed at my former employer and cash supply has changed. As a result, Josh has cut me off and has not contacted me. I heard through his Dad that he was back in the state run drug and alcohol clinic. His Dad sent him money but we really don't talk much anymore. His Dad will not own up to neglect and rejection as well as not paying child support since the marriage broke up between he and my sister. What bothers me the most is he will not confess these things to Josh and ask for forgiveness. What does he really want from him? The psychiatrist at the center has had a couple of phone calls with his Dad. He is a believer in Christ and is a great person but very firm and direct! Would have loved to be a fly on the wall to hear those conversations. I was in despair at first I must admit. But the Lord showed me that the effectual, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much. James 5:16. Hanging my hat on God's word and pray for Josh daily. Some days not as fervent as others. I miss talking to him.

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