What if God's love does not affect you? How you can find healing from anxiety
In a recent testimony shared on Teaching Humble Hearts, Elaine, a devout Christian, boldly declared, "Fear was my foe." Perhaps, at some point, you have sensed that familiar grip of fear too—whether it be the anxiety about the future, the unease of impending changes, or the shadow of mortality. Yet, for Elaine, it was a distinct fear—the fear of falling short, of not measuring up, of losing her position—that plunged her into the depths of depression and anxiety.
However, like Elaine, you too can discover a path to healing through the love of God.
The devil’s wall
For many, especially those who migrated to the US, the journey might have felt like a relentless pursuit to keep up and adjust to a new life. It is a common struggle—one that can lead to feelings of inadequacy, uncertainty about the future, and the constant pressure to prove oneself in a foreign land.
Some may believe that finding solace in a Christian community could alleviate these struggles. However, attending church services and learning about Jesus and salvation does not guarantee salvation itself. This truth became evident in Elaine's life.
Despite attending church in Chinatown, she failed to ground her identity in her faith. Instead, she anchored it in her pride and work, paving the way for the devil's presence to hinder her progress. This internal conflict plunged her into a dark pit of depression and anxiety, marked by sleepless nights, incessant rumination, exhaustion, and waning motivation.
Like many who grapple with despair, Elaine sought refuge in Psalms. However, the closer one gets to knowing God, the more the devil exploits doubt as a potent weapon. Doubt becomes a barrier, preventing Christians from recognizing the depth of God's love and care. It blinds them to the truth that God is there, providing strength, guidance, and unwavering support amidst life's challenges.
How to find healing
To find healing, fix your eyes upon God, as Elaine wisely emphasizes, "We only see the visible instead of God’s unseen promises as the enemy blocks us from seeing Him but fix your gaze on Him."
Elaine discovered the transformative power of fixing her gaze on God when she sought help from a healing ministry. The healing journey began with sincere repentance for judgmental thoughts against others and forgiveness for the wounds that inflicted pain. Additionally, she acknowledged and repented for the ancestral idols her family had worshiped. This act of repentance and surrender lifted a heavy burden from her shoulders, and clarity dawned upon her mind. In the aftermath, she felt a tangible sense of life and hope flowing from Christ.
God’s forces outnumber the foes
In the midst of your journey toward healing, recall the narrative from 2 Kings 6:8-23. A concise summary of the story reveals the prophet Elisha's ability to foresee the plans of the Aramean king, Elisha's servant's initial fear, and Elisha's prayer for his servant's eyes to be opened. In 2 Kings 6:16 (New International Version), it is stated,
"Do not be afraid,” the prophet answered. “Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."
This biblical account serves as a powerful reminder that God's forces outnumber any adversaries. Just as Elisha reassured his anxious servant, trust in the truth of these words as you navigate your path to healing.
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