A church leader suffering from anxiety? Is that even acceptable?
Matthew 11:28-30:
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Psalm 34:17-18:
"The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
In the demanding realm of leading a church, you carry weighty responsibilities. The pressure of guiding the ministry while balancing personal obligations can be overwhelming. These burdens may manifest as anxiety, yet you might question if it is acceptable for a church leader to struggle in this way.
Firstly, there is the belief that, as a church leader, displaying vulnerability might be perceived as a sign of weakness. The expectation to embody unwavering strength could make admitting anxiety seem incompatible with your role.
Secondly, there is the fear of judgment from the congregation. Opening up about personal struggles may raise concerns among the members, possibly affecting their trust in your ability to lead.
Lastly, the misconception that faith alone should shield you from anxiety may contribute to the idea that admitting such struggles contradicts the essence of your spiritual role.
In moments of anxiety, it is crucial to recognize that you are not alone in your struggles. Many church leaders confront similar challenges, wrestling with the weight of their responsibilities. It is okay to feel overwhelmed; acknowledging your emotions is a strength, not a weakness.
Remember, being a church leader does not mean you have to bear everything alone.
Take inspiration from the life of Moses.
As a leader chosen by God to guide the Israelites, Moses faced immense challenges and responsibilities. Yet, even he experienced moments of overwhelming burden. In the Book of Exodus, we see how Moses sought counsel from his father-in-law, Jethro, when the weight of leadership became too much.
Aaron was also there as a confidant and a source of strength. As Moses spent extended periods receiving divine instructions on the mountain, the people grew anxious about his absence. In the absence of Moses, they turned to Aaron, requesting a visible representation of their faith.
To ease their concerns, Aaron played a role in creating the golden calf. While this action is often viewed negatively, it is essential to consider the broader context. Aaron's involvement was an attempt to provide tangible comfort and a visible symbol of faith for the people during Moses' prolonged absence.
Additionally, when Moses returned with the stone tablets inscribed with the commandments and witnessed the idolatry, he shattered the tablets in his dismay. In response to this distressing situation, Aaron continued to support Moses. He stood by him as they worked together to restore order and lead the people back to their faith.
Moreover, it is entirely normal to wrestle with the misconception that faith shields you against anxiety.
But remember, being a person of faith does not exempt you from the human experience of facing challenges, doubts, and anxieties.
Allow yourself the grace to accept that seeking support and admitting struggles does not weaken your spiritual role; it enriches it.
Just as even the most revered figures in religious history faced moments of uncertainty, your honesty and vulnerability can inspire connection and empathy within your spiritual community. Your faith journey is a continuous process, and acknowledging the human aspects of that journey only strengthens your connection with others and with your faith.
Also, find rest in God.
The journey of faith is not devoid of difficulties, but within the folds of your relationship with God, there exists a haven of solace.
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